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ENTERY FIVE

It has been a week since my previous entry. As I am writing this, I am bedridden from the effect of hate on my body. I can still vaguely feel my chiton melting I know it isn't but the pain is still there. Another unexpected result of the hate interacting with my body is that my body composition seems to have changed. No, I don't think that's the right word changed I mean it has just not completely. It's just more flexible it's just as durable I can just move in ways I couldn't before.

Speaking of the hate as I have been bedridden, I have been investigating why the flowers gave me the emotions they did.
Goodness, that took a while. At first, I thought it was like love impressions. If you somehow don't know what that is, it is the phenomenon where when a being makes something and feels passionate about it they imbed their passion into the object they feel that passionate about.

For example, if a doll maker is crafting a doll but to them, it is just another doll there will be no impression made. Alternatively, if the doll maker is making a doll and feels strongly about the doll those strong feelings will be imprinted into the doll.

However, I was wrong it wasn't that phenomenon that affected the flowers.
So I looked through every book on flowers I had available thankfully I didn't need to go past book 46 when I found a lead. While it was unassuming at first as it was a book on flower arrangement and the meaning behind them. When a phrase caught my eye Flower language or Floriography and while it took a while I found what it meant.

Floriography or flower language is. The art of floriography is that every flower carries its special meaning or symbolism, which can also be influenced by its variety and color. Some flowers even take on a new meaning depending on the number.

That made me curious so I looked at the three simple flowers I got in terms of flower language and here are their meanings in the same order as the experiments.

Carnation
While the meaning changes depending on the color. at its heart, the basic carnation flower means embracing the ideas of fascination, distinction, and love. The love aspect of the carnation includes everything from a mother's devoted love to a suitor's passion for his bride.
No wonder I liked this flower so much it is practically the plant of love

Purple hyacinth
Purple hyacinths can symbolize multiple things, including sorrow and a desire for forgiveness. The fragrant purple blooms could be a way to let others know you're thinking about them after a death in the family.
Essentially the Purple hyacinth is the flower of mourning.

Orange Lilie
There are lots of colors of lilies, however, the one color that you should stay away from is orange. Orange lilies can symbolize hatred, pride, disdain, and contempt.
No wonder it almost killed me after consuming emotions from this. It is in all practicality an anti-changling flower. Maybe the reason my body is like this is that the carnation's remaining love couldn't nullify the Orange lilies's hate
causing more changes that affected me more than the widening of the holes in my legs.

These connections have to mean something they can't be a coincidence I shall be ending this entry I need to test this more until then.

ENTERY SIX

It has been two days since my last entry. While I haven't had the time to further my research into the connection between the emotions flowers give off and flower language. I have found something just as interesting it is called memory shards.

A memory shard is an odd bit of magic. What it does is take a copy of a memory and preserve and store it for viewing. How do I view it I hear you ask well there are multiple ways.

The first is to stick It into a projector causing the memory to play against a solid surface. The second and more common way is to channel a minuscule amount of magic into it causing you to see the memory from the point of view of the one the memory belongs to. the third way is a mix of the previous two it is where the creator of the memory shard creates a condition. Which if it is fulfilled will cause the memory to play on the surface the memory shard is on. I am also working on a fourth way like that of a camera that the ponies use.

Here why don't you try?
#bellow is what you assume is a memory shard which starts to glow and begins to play on the page#

The image is that of a wooden desk with a few notes strewn about it. A voice rings out from the crystal. "Hello is this thing working?" The voice asks "Ah well I'm going to assume it is always if you have not heard my voice before here it is nothing special is it." A Changling hoof is placed on the desk "Well while I am doing this I might as well show what happened to my body from my admittedly idiotic experiment." Another hoof comes into view and points at the holes in the other hoof with a ruler "See how this hole is 5 inches wide before the experiment it was only 2 inches if that granted this hole had the most growth but all others grew at least half an inch to 2.5 inches. Anyway, I had best wrap this up if I didn't explain it already these memory shards have a time limit determined by their size and purity. This is Prosoma Glare Signing off" With those words, the crystal shard stops glowing and the images dissipate.

That was your crash course on memory shards. While I do wish to write more I have finally gotten permission to do my experiments on a larger scale so I must begin planning I shall write again when I have the time until my next.